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Tuesday, December 19, 2006
i'm just a girl

why are you afraid of me? i'm an ordinary girl.

i like movies, popcorns, telenovelas. i go to concerts and listen to rock music. i smoke, drink and can't live with out a cup of coffee a day. i read a lot of books, and i soo love comic books.  i know who maximus, megatron, the spawn, michealangelo, leonardo, donatello, raphael and the rest of the x-men. i gush at local and hollywood screen idols.  i sit and check my friendster and blogs constantly. and enjoy ym with friends. i can eat anywhere. the littlest carinderia to the 1st class restos. i am willing to walk and talk, no cars needed, a tricycle would be just fine. i am a simple person. a simple girl.

i know i am not as fugly as a pig. so then why are you afraid of me? why are you afraid to open your heart to me? do you not know i might feel the same way too?

i am not as special as you think i am. did you know when i felt i was special? it was that time when you were with me... the time we sat and smiled together. when we would talk about anything and everything. i was the most special woman in the world. because i was with you.

in truth, as julia roberts once said in a movie, "i'm just a girl, standing in front of a guy asking him to love me."  i'm an ordinary girl with simple wants. you.


Posted at 08:51 pm by pinkee
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Saturday, December 16, 2006
rrior or idiot

never be in love with a friend. or do not agree to be friends with someone you have feelings for. it has been the most used line in all of relationships but trust me, it true. i learned it the hard way.

i never understood how they portrayed it at Dawsons Creek that those people did not seem to get hurt with all those feelings they harbored for each other. its like being stabbed in the gut many many time all over again.

last Wednesday, we went beer drinking with rj and his frend. (for those who haven't read my previous entries, he's the one that makes me happy and we like each other but we agreed to be just friends) reality bites. hurts like hell. so we went to meet them and he was there all night talking not to me but to this other girl and i just sat there drinking my jealousy away smiling as if nothing was the matter. and when it was time to go home, he stayed with the girl. WTF???  How can i be so stupid?!

one answer--- i was in love. no further explaination needed..

In the affairs of the heart, the most skillful warrior becomes a consumate idiot.
                                                                         -Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon

i was an idiot. i made myself believe that it was ok to be friends with him. hahahah! now who's crying over a song?? not him... me!

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Far away by Nickelback--




Posted at 04:44 pm by pinkee
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Let me in

"Let Me In"

I've been watching you and all you do
For quite some time
Knowing all the ins and outs of you
I should've known what was on your mind
But all the world is spinning round and round
Inside my head tonight
I will fall into the darkness
And I fear I will never see the light
[Repeat]

So let me in
All that I wanted from you
Was something you'd never do
So let me in
Oh please tonight
Don't let this end
Tonight
I'll Fall

Through no light the darkness seems to be
So very strong
How does one alone against the world
Find the strength to carry on?
What happened to the way we used to love
It seemed as though life had just begun
But now that love has come and gone to fade away
Like the setting sun
Cuz' you won't let me in.

All that I wanted from you
Was something you'd never do
So let me in
Oh please tonight
Don't let this end
Tonight
Cuz' I'm starting to fall
So let me in

It was all that I wanted from you
It was something you never knew
To let me in
But not tonight
For this is the end
Tonight
I fall

rj. please let me in. for tonight i fell...

Posted at 08:54 pm by pinkee
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on my bedside table

Erica Jong
Fear of Flying


never miss watching

Super Inggo!
CSI
Grey's Anatomy


currently playing on MP3

Gnarls Barkley's Crazy
Dilana's Supersoul
Spongcola


my love

Boe: my Bull Mastiff


current playthings

Nikon D50
Mac G5 OS X
...still wishing they could be mine


wishing for

Europe
Prince Charming
iBook+iPod




   






Me?? i like...
rock music and poetry
cooking and eating
screwdrivers and crayons
coffee and chocolates
love and friendships
walking and talking
tv and books
guitars and football
teaching and playing
sunsets and horror movies
my bedroom and the beach
talkative and serious
butterflies and black
that's all me,
a Gemini...

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